Feeling 'Too difficult' to love?
This weekend I was crying, laughing, crying, laughing. Every few hours terror hit me and I had a wave of feeling like I was worthless, unable to cope, a drain on everyone around me and a terrible person. Then, as quickly as the wave of terror came it ended-- and there I was again eating breakfast, chatting with friends, singing along to a song. I spent a lot of the weekend afraid (as always) that I am unlovable. There are times when I am terrified that my emotional instabilit