Most Days Are Good Days, But Today I Feel Awful

Today I feel awful.

Usually when I feel awful I can summon up the energy, determination (or whatever quality it is), that helps me make the day be a good day. I am a positive person (honestly, really) and I can usually find something to pull me through to make the day feel meaningful. Today I feel like I can't. That's all I can say.

I just don't feel able to make the effort today to feel okay. I feel panicky and sad at the same time. I also feel lost and I feel alone. I know I'm not, but it's just how I feel. I don't even know how I'm going to make it to work tomorrow, but of course I know I will.

I might delete this later. I'm okay, nobody needs to worry about me. I suppose not all days can feel good or even okay.

-Rosie x